Wednesday, August 5, 2009

She's Alone

She is alone
She's not lonely but she's alone
She's relieved
That nobody gets to see
Just how vulnerable she can be
Guess it's best this way
Thinkin all the pain she could share
Instead of happiness
Nobody'd want to get near that
Nobody wants to be sad
She hides herself
From the man she hides
For all she knows
World would be better off without
She's not lonely, but
Even in the crowd she's alone

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

buat sndiri ni?hehe

Bernardine Stefani said...

iye haha

Anonymous said...

perasaan saat ini kah?haha

Bernardine Stefani said...

ngga sih..prasaan hari jumat. knp emg?? hahah

Anonymous said...

haha..gpp si..
cm penasaran..ini patah hatikah, kangen kah, ato sekedar ngerasa sendirian ajah..hahah

Bernardine Stefani said...

merasa sendiri kayak i always keep everybody out.like my mind is locked and nobody can ever get in.hahaha im sure u'll get it anonymous

Anonymous said...

ow i see..
nobody can ever get in..?
no worry, a mentalist shld be able to look through your head for good..(gw baca di blog lu sblmny)
bt what about ur heart? locked up too?hehe

Bernardine Stefani said...

no no no it's not..that's why she's not lonely...but she's alone. her heart is wide open, but her mind, even a mentalist cannot go through that. hahah get it now? and can we use the term 'she' instead? hahaha. so ure from bandung right anonymous? gue liat dari live traffic sebelumnya. hmm? yea? no? huh?

Anonymous said...

haha..im from bandung alright..
hmm..gw rasa gw ngerti..
kdang org bs ngerasa pemikirannya beda sendiri dari orang-orang n orang lain sulit mengerti..tp apa gitu kah sebabny..
she feel like she's alone..?

Bernardine Stefani said...

yeah that's the sebab. maybe the fact is "maybe if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too", but she still feels alone. hmm or perhaps she just suffered from a mild megalomania syndrome. some sorta mental breakdown. felt like she stucked in the moment that she can't get out of. like people suddenly look so petty and meaningless. hahahah

Anonymous said...

haha iya2..hm aing tambahin, mnurut gw teh,,
sbnrny ada loh org2 yg bner2 bs ngerti krn dia ngerasain hal yg sama..sama pisan, karena mngkn mank tipe cara pikir mrk sama.. dan bukan skedar krn "maybe if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too"
krn 'alone' tiap org tu beda2..itu ga ckup, seharusnya alone yg sama tu bs bner2 dirasain tanpa bnyk kata2..they jst know..
nah, mslhny . .
uda ketemu org yg kyk gitu lum?hahahah

Bernardine Stefani said...

hmm have i, haven't i, thats not really the case..i dont need someone who understands as much as someone who cares. hahahaha. but to answer ur question again, no i dont think ive found that person.
have u? and why do u care so much anyway? hahahahah.
n sometimes i feel really alone, like when, people do normal human things and they rationalise themselves for doing it or praising of how much important it should be done, but hell, i just feel like 'blah'. ah u wont get it stranger. haha

Anonymous said...

ure kiddin rite?haha n i thought ur best hope would come from a stranger like me..since u feel alone even though the people u know, all ur loved ones are all around you..
bt maybe, just maybe..
u feel like the world cant contain you..and uve set urself another alien goal beyond everyone else..nahh..thats just me..haha
tp mngkn itu intisarinya..orang rempong kyk kita kan mank mst mikir ribet dlu buat sadar klo kita sebenarnya ribet bgt..trus baru deh diem..
oke gw diem..
tp anggep aj ni balesan lo ngaku2 randu pake nomor nyokap lo..hehe
bt eniwei, good poem..seriously..;D(wink maut)
hahaha

Bernardine Stefani said...

bagian mana nih yang kidding? hahahaha.
wow bravo2...people like you are the people who make me believe more that people like patrick jane really exist in real world haha.
ngaku juga lu, pake sok2an anonymous segala.
masa sih puisinya bagus? ah gue suka ga percaya ah kalo ada yang bilang puisi gue bagus ah ah (minta dipuji lebih jauh lagi).
trakir kali surat cinta yang gue bikin malah dibilang patetik gt.
hey, btw, r u scared shitless?? maybe you should wear more shit then. hahahah i'm hilarious.