WWHF

When words have failed
Silence is all we need
Just take a deep breath in the moment
You'll feel the euphoria
Of the air dancing in nothingness

The grass, knowing no one recognizes 'em
But they're keep attached to each other
Knowing nothing could ever kill 'em
As long as their roots keep binding to each other
Oh the euphoria

As long as the sun's keep rising
Just us; you, me, and them
Knowing we're undone
When words have failed
Silence will break the ice

But Really

They'd say I'm a dreamer
but really, I just like to dream

They'd say I'm a thinker
but really, thinkin is all I do

They'd say I'm moody
but really, moods are what animate me

They'd say I'm old-man wise
but really, that's cause I think too much

They'd say I'm a singer
but really, they haven't heard my real voice

They'd say I'm an actor
but really, that's the wall I've built for all past years

They'd say I'm a poet
but really, I'm a woman of too much words

They'd say I'm the life of the parties
but really, I feel dead in them

They'd say I'm a lover
but really, love is all I have to offer

[B]Ego

Ketika titik kecil itu berubah hijau
Rasa ini mulai kembali mengapung ke permukaan
Karna aku tahu kamu cuma satu klik jauhnya
Aku ingin berbincang...
Sudah lama aku tak membaca kecongkakanmu

Aku pun amat ragu kamu merasakan yang sama
Karna kamu tinggal di negeri cendekiawan
dimana banyak kembang yang lebih harum

Ya aku tahu aku egois
Karna meskipun banyak wangi yang juga lebih manis
Bagiku wangimu tetap instingtif
Cuma kamu yang bisa berbau seperti kamu

Aku memang gila
Aku memang menjijikkan
Tapi aku hanyalah aku
Aku bukan siapa-siapa
Aku bukan orang lain
Aku dan kamu adalah aku

Semua hal yang tidak ada inti tapi masuk akal
Semua hal yang mengingatkanku akan kaca
Semua hal yang mengingatkanku akan bulan Oktober
Hanya aku yang mengerti
Kamu cukup tahu saja

Aku bukan pencari roman picisan
Aku hanya mencari teman
Karna lebih baik aku mati daripada kesepian
Tapi siapa bilang teman tak bisa menciptakan roman picisan?
Aku dan kamu tahu lebih baik dari itu

Dan kata-kata kali ini amatlah aneh
Aku pun agak bergidik membacanya
Seperti berada di luar diriku sendiri
Tapi aku...sepertinya...ingin
AKU
dan aku dan aku

Salam, aku dan egoku

She's Alone

She is alone
She's not lonely but she's alone
She's relieved
That nobody gets to see
Just how vulnerable she can be
Guess it's best this way
Thinkin all the pain she could share
Instead of happiness
Nobody'd want to get near that
Nobody wants to be sad
She hides herself
From the man she hides
For all she knows
World would be better off without
She's not lonely, but
Even in the crowd she's alone

Another Crap

I could make you a poem
I would make you a poem
By then I will be exposed
I will be naked under the spotlight
There's nothing left for me to hide
You'll see me and I'm afraid

Under the exposure I'll fall
Under the exposure I'll fall
I'll fall under your charm
And there's nothing else I could do
And I don't know what you could do

Wait wait wait a little bit longer
I'll let myself linger
In you deeper and deeper
And I will be a believer
Cause this is getting better and better

Shoot!

Dia telah mati
Kuperkosa dia
Lalu kutusuk lambungnya
Seperti para kafir yang membunuh Yesus
Kukubur dia

Tengah malam kugali lahat
Bungkus ia dengan kafan
Baunya ia
Adrenalin mengalir
Aku muntah

Banjir asa menyerbu
Kuusap peluhku
Menatap pemandangan di depanku
Setangkai bambu kutancapkan
Sebagai tanda nista

Hari ketiga bangkit
Sambangi rumahku
Enggan ketuk pintu
Dia serbu kamarku
Rasuki raga yang lompong

Setan! Hantu! Iblis!
Sumpah serapah caci maki
Hantuiku ia gembira
Bumi menolaknya
Melepehkannya

Kini ia kutanggung
beban kelewat berat
Hatiku berkelojot
Otakku lengket
Sakit dan lelah

Ia yang datang
hendak menuntut balas
karna ku telah menguburnya
hidup-hidup
Ia...Cinta

PS: Puisi asal yang iseng dibikin karena sedang enek. Aduh maaf bagi yang baca, selamat muntah ya.