Fix Me

I have been trying to act all fluffy, cheerful, happy, but as I say, it was all just an act. A pretend. Au fait. Acting is exhausting. Why can't I just bleed it all out?
One silly, petty, thing about him still could make my world go around or even turn upside down. It's not healthy. I gotta fight this. But just like Callie said, sometimes I feel like there is no fight in me anymore. I'm losing my faith. Sometimes I just pray and hope the whole thing will play itself out, but it just won't. I'm broken, really. I'm not trying to fix what isn't broken, it's just..the battery has ran out. Please fix me.

"Heaven has been away too long. Can't find the words to write this song.
Oh..your love.." -Like a Star-